Autism- One step forward THREE steps BACK!

So, the one part of this puzzle that I’m stuggling to get through is the constant progression then regression pattern.  It’s just not part of my make-up to allow something else to be in control of the situation.  I need to see results NOW!  I think that if there was just a speck of light at the end of the tunnel somewhat consistently, I’d be able to handle this much better.  But, the constant roller coaster ride of emotions if pretty tough.  The highs are SO HIGH but the lows are SO LOW.  To go from one extreme to the other with such force and energy is just exhausting.

In case you haven’t figured it out, we’re having a low right now…ok, not just now but for the past two weeks.  So, you know the routine,  get through the day (as scattered as it and you may be), then at any resting (I mean alone) time, research, research, and research some more.  My head is killing me from trying to seek out any similar scenario that might provide just the slightest hint to what the heck is going on with Kyler and of course, with the hope that there will be some burst of improvement following the regression.

It started after our last DAN! appt that I wrote about.  More supplements were added at once and the anti-fungal rotation began.  STUPID, STUPID, STUPID!  Do yourself a favor and learn from my mistakes…do not, I repeat, do not start your child on multiple supplements at once at full dosages if you can at all help it!   No one told me that and we all paid the price.  The regression began.

Then, the good behavior picked back up (you know, the one step forward kind of day).  I also eliminated the new supps and started over one at a time.  I really didn’t see GREAT improvements and we were still worse than where we started.  Then, then it was rotation time (anti-fungal that is).  Two terrible days and then THREE GOOD DAYS.  And, are you ready for this??…..wait for it…..I heard “momma” for the first time.  Yes, that’s right, he said it.  Did he mean it?  Probably not.  At this point, we’ll take sounds that contain consonants.  Three days in a row, I heard that beautiful sound.  GOD, take me back to that moment!  Then, it was gone.  Everything was gone again.  Therapy took a huge turn for the worse.  Tantrums came on full speed.  WTH?

So, desperate for results, we went ahead and started the MB-12 shots.  We had really been excited to start them hoping for a verbal miracle.  And due to the regression we were witnessing, we said, “why not now?”.  Well, as of yet, no results to report.  I know, I’m full of joy.  HOWEVER, there may be a culprit.  Three shots in, it was time again for rotation….So, grapefruit seed extract, here we come…or back out it comes!!!!!!!!  I mean projectile vomit all day long from my poor child.  This unfortunately was probably our fault.  Again, we were told one capsule but not to start with say a quarter of a dose.  We, again, learned the hardway.

So, we decided to buy the GSE drops and only do one drop twice/day.  Oh have the diapers smelled like a bakery!!!!!!!!!  Kyler seems so ill but do I continue in case this is the “die-off” period?   Or, is there something worse going on? 

It’s so hard to know what to do with these kids!  The missing puzzle piece to one is unlikely to be the same in another.   The long list of helpful supplements for one is unlikely to be identical for another.   So, here I am, taking a break from my extensive research and blogging my thoughts. 

We’re going to stick this one out for at least a week but so help me if I don’t see results after that!

Another update- this time fish oil/autism

Well, I put “fish oil” in the title of this post for anyone who was interested in an update on our situation regarding fish oil (in particulary Omega 3’s & 6′).   I believe this stuff works!  I don’t think it produces miracles (or at least not in my child); but we have definitely witnessed improvements each time Kyler started on it.  I say “each time” because we had to take him off of it for 3 days in order to have lab tests completed.  We then placed him on a new kind of fish oil.  Again, as mentioned in prior posts, we were delighted to hear more babbling sounds!  His babbling has continued for 14 days which for us is incredibly encouraging!

This blog is going to have a change of pace going forward.  I’m going to focus more on autism or at least autistic behaviors, methods to improve the condition, and HOPEFULLY a recovery!

Speech Delay and Omega 3’s & 6’s (Week 1)

So this week, we started Kyler on the Omega 3’s & 6’s, AKA fish oil, for his speech delay.  I want to keep a journal/blog of weekly progress.  I’m in a bit of a hurry tonight but I will quickly note any differences (positive or negative) that we’ve seen in him.  He has been on this supplement for seven days.  As of this week, the following changes in speech and behavior have occured:

Positive:

• Almost immediately started babbling the “da” sound.  Not everyday or all day but almost everyday.
• When in very playful moods, we heard many babble sounds such as goo, gi, da, boo
• One day, it sounded like he was using “goo” (like good minus the d) for book.
• He has also started using “gi” for truck.  He immitated us for this sound as well.
• Most notably, his eye contact and attention span have seen much improvement.  His speech therapist also was impressed in the change over the week.
• He fed himself with a spoon for the first time.
• He played “splash” in the bathtub and enjoyed his bath.  (Usually, he does not like baths.)
• He started to play “ball” with us by standing at the top of the stairs throwing the ball down to us.  We would then say, “ready, set, ball” and throw it back to him.  He seemed to thoroughly enjoy this activity.

Negative:

• Loose stools but that was already happening with him
• Not willing to rock in order to calm down for nap or bedtime.  He was very energetic and I would have to put him in his crib awake and let him cry a minute or two and then he was asleep (not necessarily a completely bad thing).

All in all-  It was a milestone marking week with a little more sounds and better attention.  Coincidence?  Perhaps.  I’ll update next week hoping to have more sounds!